akal + perasaan

hati ini
dengan tiba tiba berteka teki
betol ke?
tak menyesal ke?

aku sendiri pun sekarang ni
"whatever" kan saja

sesungguhnya aku perlu buat pilihan yang bijak
bukan mengikut perasaan semata semata 

istiqarah mungkin...

hidup

secara rawak nya
segala urusan pelajaran sudah selasai
cukup lah sampai sini sahaja
minda tak mampu menerima lagi segala input berkaitan.

sekarang perlu fikir kan
perjalanan hidup akan datang..
lebih terperinci
kini aku dah intai intai beberapa tempat
m atau s
jujurnya s lebih menjadi pilihan

pulang MALAYA?
jauh sekali
mungkin tidak buat masa ini

al fatihah

to my beloved friend,
i know u can do it..
smash it 
and wrap it..!!!

may Allah give you all the strength you need to move forward.
and may Allah place arwah among those He love..


Al-fatihah

karma

some say

it takes a minute to find a special person

and hour to appreciate them

a day to love them 

BUT then

an entire life to forget them..

Realiti dan fantasi

JUNE 13th - JULY 15th , 2013
selepas 6 weeks cuti
Launceston - Melbourne - Kuala Lumpur
Langkawi - Kuala Lumpur - Port Dickson - Kuala Lumpur
Labuan - Kota Kinabalu - Labuan - Kota Kinabalu
Labuan - Brunei - Melbourne - Launceston

turun naik flight and ferry macam naik kereta.
Happy?
HARUS lah. sebab dapat keluar dari Launnie
Upset?
ada juga, bila ada argument.
__________________________________________________________________

Launceston, JULY 18th
back to reality
sekolah, kerja, sekolah dan kerja dan kerja
hanya 2 unit, dan harapnya tamat lah riwayat hidup sebagai student.

assignment?
banyak. even class hanya 2 hari
tapi rasanya hari hari sangat padat schedule.

kesian dengan groupmate. 
sebab mungkin aku kurang contribute.
otak sangat beku dan lembap.

actually aku prefer buat kerja sendiri
sepertinya aku punya cara kerja aku sendiri
hmmm..PENAT, exhausted.
brain fucked.
________________________________________________________________

mission aku hanya satu.
aku nak game.
nak habis.
  
Sometimes things don’t go as planned
but it’s exactly the way they were supposed to be

Girlfriend.

august 17th, 2013

I met her around February, 2010 at 7 Oswald Street, she's one fun girl, she knows how to make me laugh with anything, especially when she turn to her favorite cartoon character sin chan (berguling guling macam tenggiling).. We have been through so many things together, we share so so many memories together that will always last life time. She's someone that I could turn to whenever times wasn't good for me. She knows all about me, she has been there for me through all of my ups and downs but yet she still stand here beside me. She's almost like my sister!! 

Since I met you, you have learned so much, give your heart and passion in what you believe and you actually have grown up so much.. I am simply proud of what you have done. I am forever grateful that we met and become great great girlfriend. 

I Love YOU so much and all the best in whatever you do and CONGRATULATION on your BIG Day..

november, 2010

judika