Ramadhan

For the first time ever
I feel super down when realize
ramadhan dah sampai hujungnye..
which I don't usually give a damn about puasa or eid.
sounds weird kan? but this time HOW I really wish I can turn back to the beginning of Ramadhan.

Yes I'm missing someone.
so much.
He is half of me, no arguments.
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It is very calming when you know there's always someone
watching over you. .
By asking Allah for forgiveness and thanking him . .
everyone make mistake right?
I make mistake like every other human being too
but I take comfort in the fact that Allah is there. . .
He knows everything..

Life getting harder and complicated lately..
sampai dalam hati ni pernah terdetik
' I'm so fuckin tired, could this ever get enough? or the world not belong to me?'
then I realize Allah knows who's the best for him to gave this kind of ujian aite?

It just...I'm super tired with everything.
I can't push myself anymore
and keep on asking myself ' why so much things keeps pulling me down? why, WHY ?'

Yes, its all in the state of mind
need to think positive in everything..
So True. . .its damn true.hm

I'll always pray and hope
things will get better..
Move forward
Even tears gushing like waterfall
I have to be strong..

I know it takes sometime to heal
but I have to stay strong and have faith
I'm just gonna have FAITH

May Allah guide me till the end of my life.

Salam.